In the Flames with Gavin Rossdale: Fire, Fame & the Frontman
Los Angeles is on fire, and we have two hours to find a place to shoot Gavin Rossdale. The clock is ticking, and the sky has just turned an ominous shade of gray when I call an old friend in a panic.
“Dovvvv!” I cry into the phone. “We were supposed to shoot in Laurel Canyon today, but we had to evacuate, and I need a place to shoot this really big rockstar for LADYGUNN.”
âKOKO! How are you? Calm down! What is it now?â
I go on to explain the situation. Los Angeles is literally on fire. People are losing their homes and their things, the air smells, ashes are falling everywhere, and itâs super windy, but Gavin Rossdale is still down to shoot, so we have to find a place ASAP. A few questions, calls, and catering cancellations later, the team is on their way to the Los Angeles Apparel Factory in South Central LA.Â
The directions are simple: Meet us in the alleyway by the food trucks and graffiti-covered utility doors. A “guy” will walk you into the hustle and bustle happenings of a factory, through a maze of buzzing industrial sewing machines and aisles of boxed-up fabric, down the hall, up the stairs to the right, past the office of a Hasidic Jew, and down a flight of wobbly steps into a basketball court turned photo studio.
In-person, Gavin has a part God, part Hollywood dad stature. He is taller than youâd imagine and takes up space in a good way like he would be the first to act in an emergency and definitely could hold his own in a bar fight. I met him once, backstage after a Bush concert in Washington, D.C. There is a commemorative photo on my Instagram feed of Gavin holding my baby, with comments underneath like, âGIRL, WHAT?â and âIs that Gavin Fucking Rossdale?!!â
For many of us, Bush was part of the soundtrack to our lives. The band, founded by Rossdale as a burgeoning musician in the UK, went on to become one of the highest-grossing and icon-cementing cultural artifacts of the 1990s into the 2000s. Bushâs dystopian rock lullabies sonically etched themselves into the ebb and flow of a chaotic, post-modern world, spinning us all on our heads.Â
Gavin looks back at that time fondly. âI remember the electricity of it. It was like living with your finger in a plug socket. It was just such an exhilarating time. I was nuts…â
A generation of kids watched the Bush frontman grow from a âgrungeâ expat to a stadium-sized rocker who made music history and tabloid fandom. Itâs hard to envision the sensationalism Rossdale might have experienced at the height of fame. It was an era of relentless, boundary-crossing paparazzi that made millions off salacious celebrity gossip and parasocial ideals. It seemed to be a well-oiled machine that saw the artistâs double-tiered, high-profile relationships become a part of the pop cultural lexicon. Heâs seen his share of being villainized, idolized, and objectified in the news cycle.
âI never paid it too much attention,â he says of tabloid covers. âSometimes I was attacked for looking a certain wayâas if that disqualified me from having emotions…which is quite absurd when you think about it and is much more a reflection of the journalist…â Gavin ponders for a moment, leaning gracefully over the edge of a folding chair before he continues. âWhen your life implodes, if youâre an artist, you create your way out of it. You make a different world. Itâs a wild subject. Why do we do the things we do? Why do we self-sabotage?â
Few have managed to navigate the rocky terrain of celebrity, time, and personal life as eloquently as Gavin McArthur Rossdale, especially as a person who describes himself as a âblush until the age of 18 if someone asked me a questionâ kind of guy. Heâs a reluctant heartthrob and finds the idea of celebrity semi-crass. He doesnât expect everyone to know anything about him, and he certainly doesnât seem interested in gossip or rumors. Trying to bait him into talking about famous exes or flings is met with English pleasantries and carefully guarded glances. The Japanese philosophy of Kaizen resonates with him.
âMy dedication is to trying to be a musician, trying to understand it, and growing all the time. I study, but I need to study more and understand it more. Itâs getting closer to my craftâitâs a vocation. I like to think that I gave my whole life to music. So every day, I take a responsibility to myself to try and be a little better.â
Denim set, Camper. Silk scarf, Loewe. Sunglasses, Le Spec.
Rossdaleâs approach to his craft feels noble, especially considering he initially turned to music as a means of escapeâfrom life or possibly jail. âI just thought I canât get a job now,â he smirks, recalling his early ambition. âI had this idea that itâd be fun to sing, and I had a friend who played an instrument. We started a band, and I just forced my way through it.â
What began as defiance has unfolded into a genre-crossing legacy: ten studio albums, a slate of film rolesâincluding his deliciously dark turn as Balthazar in Constantineâand now, a cooking show where he recently served black cod and monkfish soup to longtime friend Serena Williams. In the episode, the duo closed the night with an intimate rendition of âComedown.â
Rossdale likes the mystery of music. Heâs a modern-day troubadour, collecting fragments of time, emotion, and memory as he carries his songs from stage to stage, city to city. Bushâs catalog has become a kind of communal archiveâhis lyrics and melodies are embedded in the emotional timelines of fans across generations.
âThe songs, when you bring them out, other people are involved. As soon as you hear a song, itâs not just yours anymore,â he reflects. âWhen I get to sing them live, Iâve got all these memories, but the audience has their interpretations. At each venue, people connect to them differently. Itâs beautiful to hear all these stories. Not that you need other peopleâs validation, but at the same time, it does give your life meaning in some waysâŠMy goal is to be good, to be honest, to be open, and to create something people can connect to.â
Heâs also connecting with himself through his lyrical musings. Rossdaleâs let-it-bleed-like delivery is both primal and poeticâa slow burn of truth wrapped in distortion. Vulnerability isnât just part of the processâit is the process.
âWhen you create something, there’s a vulnerability about it because how could you not be,â Gavin says. âThere are deep injuries inside. Writing is such a beautiful way to extract all these things and cleanse yourself. I find a lot of propheciesâitâs weird. Certain words subtly ring more true after a song is complete.â
If songwriting is alchemy, Rossdaleâs been deep in the spellworkâcasting emotions, pain, and pleasure onto the page and watching them manifest in real life.
âYou could have a bunch of thoughts. Theyâre jumbled, theyâre disconnected, but you write âem down, and you look at the paper afterward, and I donât pretend to know the future, but I write things, and then they come to pass. The record before the worst period of my life was âMan On The Run.â
His forthcoming album, I Beat Loneliness, signals a kind of rebirthâan exploration of loss, resistance, and renewal, wrapped in razor-sharp guitars, Gavinâs reflective lyricism, and his seductive croon. It’s not just a recordâitâs a reckoning. On one standout track, âWeâre All The Same On The Inside,â he warns, âDonât stand on my blind side.â That single line cuts to the heart of how carefully we must tread when we try to reach for our best selves along such a precarious path.
Between the lines of these songs, thereâs a quiet invitationâa call for a younger generation to come to the table to nourish one another through music, honesty, and soul.Â
I ask if heâs spiritualâif there might be some divine Patron Saint of Hot Rock stars watching over himâhe answers thoughtfully. His spirituality is grounded but electric:
âItâs just trying to make the songs live. To make the performance feel exotic and involved. You want people to lose themselves at the shows. I used to think I wanted a more complicated life. Itâs really simple. Thatâs just really wild.â
Thereâs a subtle carpe diem energy to the artist thatâs both disarming and magnetic. Heâs still wildly curious about life; you can see it behind his eyes. Heâs hard to readâlike ancient hieroglyphs, the kind you decode long after the moment has passed. Heâs a Scorpio; âDeep is good.â
Does he believe in reincarnation? âNo,â he replies without hesitation. Heâs here for the now. And right now, things are good: his kids are thriving, heâs given himself license to be happy again, his knife collection is growing, his car is fast and fun, his girlfriend is hot, and he hosts a cooking show. Why think of anything but the present?
Gavinâs guitar is slung over his shoulder as he exits the warehouse, his publicists and manager in tow. The sun is setting, and tomorrow looks even more uncertain.Â
Any last words? I want to know.
Parting gifts for a wild, wild world?
âThe truth is in the music; he says, “The rest is just noise.â